joseph.

bubbled up inside
the feelings strong pushing my lungs.
clamp.
it's impossible to breathe...
when i'm still missing you.
'distraction is the best remedy'
that's what i'm told
i want to move on
Like poker, i fold
Do you feel cold? Now i'm not there.
Calm.
I need your calm.
Confused.
how can i reach it without you?
endless longing.
 does it ever stop?
Or am i imagining the past was better than it was?
False fantasies, memories that never existed
Then why do i still feel the tingle from your sweet kisses?
The weight of your head,
nestled into my neck
I could stay there forever.
Every inkling fights against making contact.
Because deep in my heart,
the sad truth is.
         it cannot work.