absence seems realer with each passing day.
hole not whole- won't be whole again.
weird. a part of me missing.
grief is not just one fixed emotion. grief is inexplicable. there are no words deep enough to explain it. this feeling.
hasn't even really hit me yet.
sometimes in waves but not fully. not as a whole. i don't want it to.
everytime i cry i admit it to myself, i make it real. don't want to cry- but if i hold it down i'll burst. so they flow.
and i still miss you. a day passes, a month, a year, a decade.
it's so quiet.
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