second.

i dont mind not sleeping tonight, i just hope i dont keep my family up with the loud tapping of the laptop keys..
i feel like i haven’t written in a long time and ive missed it. sometimes when you see things written or laid out in front of you, they seem to make so much more sense.
the reason i like to write a blog, is because not everyone knows about it.. you can keep it to yourself, which is not the reason many people keep a blog.
But i like the idea that, this blog is on the worldwide internet, and no ones reading it, no ones following it, its just mine.
i dont really care if anyone reads it either, because the internet seems to have become a place, where people are constantly aiming to impress eachother, the pressure to post a funny tweet i.e. JME although admittedly his tweets are funny, or to impress someone on facebook, with a pretty picture of yourself, or the amazing holiday you went on. Its like everyone always knows where everyone is..you can even check into places on facebook, so everyone can see where you are at that precise moment… its scary. sometimes i wish we could go back to the days before, facebook, twitter, msn, blackberry messenger etc, even mobile phones. and just be old fashioned about things, things were better old fashioned.. you would know if someone really wanted to see you because they would go to your house, or call up your house phone..you would arrange things properly. being able to get hold of people all the time nowadays is not healthy, its an environment obsessed with artificial communication, and lacking in real life social skills.
If i had a pound for the amount of times facebook comes up in conversation in one day, id be doing quite well for myself.